i looked around to find a piece of paradise i once owned when i was with you.. i found a few but it was not as beautiful as what we used to have.. dont mistake my actions for something else coz we both know that no matter what i do.. ill always.. always love you. i tried so hard to move on.. i tried so hard to let you go.. but the more i try the less i succeed.. ill try not to show the weakness you bring me.. coz we both know.. that if i do.. ide keep running back to you.. i miss you so much.. i miss everything we used to share.. i hate the fact that youre not mine and im not yours.. i hate myself for letting it happen.. but dont worry about me.. you know im strong.. you know i can make it.. im sorry if ive been such a bitch to you these past few weeks.. i just wanted to show you i could make it on my own.. ill be seeing you in 5 years, i promise.Ü

.. ill always be here for you
.. baby, i love you.
.. 30.