You could say it started like any other young love in high school. Boy meets girl.
Boy falls in love with girl. Boy dates girl. Boy loses girl.
I guess it's the commonplace that is the most tragic.
He was - is - a senior in high school. He met a girl with a sparkling personality ...
to her the world wasn't a bitter place. She loved art and anything beautiful.
She represents everything he wish he was.
She still does.
They were happy in each other's arms until he inadvertently hurt her.
he loved her and would do anything to protect her, but in the end the lethal blow came from him. That's when she didn't want to risk being hurt again.
They haven't thought of each other romantically since.
Well, He still does. So I guess that's a lie.
Today she's the best friend hes ever had.
They can talk to each other about anything and everything.
She said that there's no one she's ever been closer to.
He assumed, that's why it came as such a shock when she asked him how
he'd feel if she dated another guy.
He told her how he felt somehow betrayed, but that he was fine with it.
What else could he do?
I suppose he was somehow hoping for a reprieve.
he thought he loved her for all the right reasons
so he would be delivered to a world that was a beautiful place - the place where she resided.
That hasn't happened yet. I doubt it ever will.
he's trying not to mind, though.
Friendship lasts longer than a failed relationship at this age.
They're still each other's closest friends.
But he can't help but feel every ounce of jealousy and hatred at himself
when she talks about him or when she's doing something with him.
To her, love is spontaneous. To him, he knows why he did and still loves her.
And they're best friends, something harder earned and more permanent.
He should be happy, shouldn't He?

You may be asking why its in third person mode.. haha defensive eh noh. No.. i wasnt a guy before.. haha. wala lang.. its like oddly written eh noh? well its meant to be in first person naman kasi.. kaya lang.. guy ang nagsasalita dyan baka isipin niyo converted na ko.. haha anyway. wala lang.. read it.