1. Why did i change my layout?
~simply because i am soo effin bored.
2. Why this one?
~haha i dont know. really,, i dont.
3. Does it have anything to do with me?
~well maybe.. hahaha
taena. BTW.. im cutting down on some habits..
drinking: twice a week MAX.
afterschool hangouts: close to zero
friday night outs: seldom (impressive?thought so too)
saturday gimiks: very seldom (i know right?)
sunday escapades: ZERO.
sleeping late: once twice a week.. (yeah before 1 i know!)
sneaking out on a school day: not in this life baby..
and the habit: yeah.. if you REALLY know me.. youll see the difference.
..these are the ones i made an effort doing.. the rest just followed..
yeah. i feel so angelic and shit. haha. i really thought once i turned 18 id be more crappy than i was before well gues what.. i was so wrong.. im moving on ive been like this for what?? 6 years? and im kinda getting tired of myself.. im sick of doing the same thing everyday.. get crunk and hyphy get all boozed up and choked up.. naah. although i think im still sick.. remember my disease? haha i still have attacks.. getting into trouble is still my forte.. how i love the way they look at me.. and to think.. hmm.. damn. i love it. anyway.. im still obssessed with my fantasies so ive got to get going ive got a whole hour to catch up on my daydreaming ciao.
hold on.. i miss YOU. no not you. YOU. see you soon. love yah.
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